SUPREME THIRST* *TRISHA

*SUPREME THIRST*  *TRISHA*

YES....SUPREME GOD ALSO FEEL LIKE THAT SOMEONE NOURISH HIM WITH LOVE AND GIVE PURE AFFECTION...
NOT WORLDLY BUT VERY HONESTLY THE LOVE APART FROM ANY BOUNDATIONS OR ANY LIMITATIONS...
WONDERING... BUT NEVER WANDERING....THIS KIND LOVE IS THE ONLY LOVE THAT KNOW NO LIMITS BUT ONLY THE LOVABLE AS ITS OWN VERY SELF...THAT APPROXIMATELY MORE LOST IN SUCH GREAT LOVE THAT ITSELF BECOMES AFFECTIONATE...OR LOVE SEEKER FOR SELF LOVE...
FOR OUTSTANDING THIRST OF LOVE...THIRST ITSELF BECOMES THIRST...
IN EASY WAY...IF SEA IS THE RESERVOIR. ..MAIN SOURCE OF WATER...THEN WHY IT, AT THE SAME TIME ENDEARING RIVERS IN ITSELF....THOUGH BOTH ARE WATER BODIES NA...SEA THOUGH FEEDING CLOUDS BUT STILL FEEL LIKE AFFECTONATELY FED BY THAT SWEET PURE WATER THAT AGAIN COMES IN ITS LAP BUT WITH DIFFERENT GAIT...i THINK BECAUSE THE CLOUDS NOW HAVE TOUCHED THE HEIGHTS OF BLUE AND ALSO THE SHARP BUT SOOTHENING GOLDEN LIGHTNING GLORY...THAT MAKE THE RAIN DROPS SWEET AND SEA VERY TENDERLY AND AFFECTIONATELY THOUGH SALTY ENJOYS SWEET RAIN WATER FALLING DOWN BACK...ALSO THE SAME IN RIVERS WHEN MEET SEA...IT FEELS JOYOUS AND RENDERED...
SAME WAY... THE GREAT RESERVOIR OF LOVE ALWAYS LURKS FOR PURE LOVE THAT COMES FROM INSIDE...LIKE COW MOTHER'S MILK THOUGH INSIDE BUT MAKES IT HAPPIER WHEN A CALF GETS IT AND NOURISHED...
NOW...IF THOUGHT WORLDLYWISE...we USE MORE OF our INTELLECT AND START ARGUING. ..SO OUR PURE BEAUTY AND LOVE RUNS ON SELFISH MODES...INFACT...we BECOME SELFISH AND STUBBORN INSTEAD OF LOVING AND REALLY GIVE WAY TO *VANVAAS* TO THE VERY TRUE SELF OF FAITH AND LOVE THAT IS *RAM* ...BUT IF we LET HIM STAY IN OUR HEART...HE WILL NEVER GO ANYWHERE AS GETTING NOURISHED WITH PURE LOVE WILL ALWAYS REMAIN INSIDE...BUT THE VERY INTELLECT FAILS DOWN WHEN IT STARTS QUESTIONING  THE HEARTFELT POSSESSION FOR TRUE LOVE AND WANDERS OUT....GOES EXTROVERT...
EVEN THEN IN FORESTS...LOVE IS STILL WAITING HANDS WIDEOPEN ...THAT I AM STILL LURKING FOR THAT AFFECTION...WAIT FOR FOURTEEN YEARS ...NOT ONCE BUT AGAIN AND AGAIN NEXT MORE FOURTEEN. ..BUT we STILL LOST AND NOT LOOKING INSIDE....AAHHHLLAASSS....VERY DISAPPOINTING BUT LORD STILL INDIFFERENT TO SUCH SELFISHNESS.... WAITING *FRIENDS*...STILL WAITING...ALWAYS WAITING...AND WILL WAIT TILL HE MEETS THAT SWEETENED WAVE OF PURE LOVE....BEING SEA ITSELF...
THEN ...WHEN HE MEETS THE VERY VAST LOVE-FILLED HEART-RENDERING RIVER *SHRI RADHARANI* *BHAKTIRANI* *SIYAJU*  AFTER *VIRAH* *TAP* AND WITH GREAT EFFORTS GETS THAT UNLIMITED MERGED INSIDE PURE LOVE...HIS THIRST THOUGH GETS NOURISHED BUT STILL MORE AND MORE LURKING...HE THOUGH *SUPREME* GOES ON AND ON FOR MORE MORE AND STILL MORE LOVE AFFECTIONATE...
FOR HIS BEING THE TRUE LOVER...THE BELOVED ...BY ALL WAYS. ....THROUGH *GOPI VESHA* THROUGH *MANJRI*  *KINKRI* OR * SAKHI* .... BUT ATLAST AS THE ONLY PURE REFLECTION OF GODHEAD....AS *AARADHIKA* STARTS SERVING HIM WITH POISE LOVE TO WHICH EVEN LOST GODHEAD ...BEING TRUE *RASIK* ON KNEES AND HEAD DOWN ON FEET STARTS WORSHIPPING THAT GREAT LOVE OF *RADHARANI*...INFACT A *BHAGTA* HE BECOMES TO HIS LORDSHIP WHO IS THE PURE EMBODIMENT. ..A GREAT *BHAGTA* OF *SHRI KRISHNA* ....SACRIFICIALLY BOTH LOVE EACH OTHER DEEPLY NOT FOR SELFISH REASONS....BUT FOR SELFLESS LOVE...THAT GETS NOURISHMENT IN TRUE THIRST TO SATISFY EACH OTHER INSTEAD...

HA KISHORI....FORGIVE me...i REALLY WANT TO COME BACK TO YOU IN my HEART...AWAY FROM INTELLECT AND EMPOWER TO TOUCH THE JOYOUS WAVES OF LOVE OF SELF IN YOUR FEET THAT FLOWS. ...VERY MUCH-NEEDED AND ALSO THE VERY BEAUTIFUL *SHINGAR* OF YOUR NECTARFULL INCENSED REDDISH SOFT BEAUTIFUL LOVESHEDDING FEET...

OHHHH....STOP my POOR MIND...DON'T GO ANYWHERE OUT WITH INTELLECT...REALLY my TOPIC IS JUST PURE LOVE AND ITS NEVER ENDING BUT LURKING THIRST FROM THE VERY GREAT BUT PURE HEART-TOUCHING HEIGHTS OF *PARAMANAND*...DON'T u DISTRACT my MIND...COME BACK TO THAT UNIQUE SELF. ..THE PURE SOUL *SUPREME LOVE* COME my *TRUE CONSCIENCE* *BE CONSCIOUS* BLESS me *SHRI RADHE* FULL STOP TO my POOR INTELLECT. ...

*SHRI KUNJBIHARINI*
*SHRIHARIDAS*